
Posted originally on the Archive_of_Our_Own at https://archiveofourown.org/
works/11084334.
  Rating:
      Explicit
  Archive Warning:
      Underage
  Category:
      F/M
  Fandom:
      Victorious
  Relationship:
      Jade_West/_Beck_Oliver
  Character:
      Jade_West, Beck_Oliver
  Additional Tags:
      Fingering, Oral, Minor2, Spanking, Het, Dom/sub_Undertones, Hand_Jobs
  Series:
      Part 2 of Fifty_Shades_of_Bade
  Stats:
      Published: 2017-03-03 Words: 5066
****** She's So Heavy ******
by DiscreetKitty
Summary
     Set in S4 E7. Beck regrets spending a night with an intoxicated Jade.
     Now he's wondering if it was a mistake for the two to get back
     together. Sequel to Push You Back Harder. (Fifty Shades of Bade 2#)
Warning: This story contains Dom Fingering Het HJ Minor2 Oral Spank. I
recommend this story for mature readers only.
Disclaimer: I don't own Victorious. If I did, the show would still be airing
new episodes today.
When Beck walked into Sikowitz class, he smiled when he noticed that Jade
wasn't there yet. He sunk down into his chair and closed his eyes as he tried
to forget about the ache in his palms. He still had bruises on his hands from
the spanking he gave Jade last night. Although he liked to feel Jade's soft
flesh when he slapped his hand hard against her bouncy lower cheeks, he knew
that he was going to have to use wooden paddles or leather belts to satisfy his
girlfriend's fetish. The Canadian blamed himself for introducing Jade to
spanking when they had got back together after the Full Moon Jam. He had
spanked her three times since the two resumed their relationship last week. He
hoped that Jade wouldn't expect him to give her open-hand spankings every time.
It wasn't like he didn't enjoy dominating the goth; it was just that his hands
could not longer handle the pain. After all, Beck wasn't the one with the pain
fetish.
He tried to ignore Cat's excited squeal as she came into the room. He heard
Tori's voice follow hers. The two were talking about Hollywood Art's annual Cow
Wow - a cowboy luau theme event. Beck knew that the two girls couldn't help but
talk about tonight's dance. He understood it was a big deal. Beck just needed
some peace and quiet. His head was hurting from a minor hangover and from a
lack of sleep. He could easily blame both of those things on Jade. He knew that
he deserved to feel this awful after what happened in his RV last night and
earlier today. He was wrong but Jade was far worse. At least Jade could blame
everything on her drunken stupor. What was Beck's excuse? He was barely tipsy
last night and sober enough to make wise decisions. He considered his headache
his punishment.
Beck sighed when he heard the familiar sound of heels stomping into the room.
He just couldn't tolerate Jade's behavior after the argument the two had last
night.
They were in Beck's RV, listening to Halestorm's version of the Beattle's 1969
hit, "I Want You (She's So Heavy)." Jade's feet was on his lap when she started
singing along. He peeled her socks off her feet when she started bobbing her
head. He watched as she took a large gulp of Patron straight from the bottle,
swishing the tequila around in her mouth. Once she placed the bottle on the
floor, he started massaging her feet.
"I want you," Jade sang as she pointed to him. "I want you so bad."
He didn't say anything as she continued to sing to him. She moved her feet off
his lap, crawled over to him and sat in his lap. The only thing Beck thought
about was how nice it was for Jade to seem ... well ... relaxed. She wasn't
yelling or complaining or making demands. She was the perfect girlfriend as she
wrapped her arms his neck, softly singing how much she wanted him. He knew it
was wrong to think that he liked his girlfriend more when she was drunk. Maybe
the Bourbon he drank influenced that thought. Beck shook his head when he
realized how dumb that sounded. Although he had more alcohol than Jade, he
wasn't nearly as intoxicated as she was. He just felt guilty knowing that his
girlfriend wasn't as pleasant when she was sober.
"I want you sooooo bad," she whispered.
She started kissing his cheek in an uncharacteristically Jade way. He grabbed a
handful of black hair, roughly pulled her face away from his. He looked into
her sleepy bluish green eyes for a second before he released her hair from his
grip. He placed a hand on her right cheek, letting his fingers slide down to
her chin. His thumb caressed her bottom lip as she hummed along with the song.
She unwrapped her arms from his neck and grabbed the hand that was on her face.
She massaged his palm with both of her hands, eliciting a groan from the
Canadian.
"Still hurts?" she asked and he nodded. She lowered her hand and started
kissing his fingertips, letting her lips trail up to his knuckles. She kissed
the back of his hand while her fingers continued massaging his palm.
"Gosh, you're so -" he started to say then stop.
He wanted to say that she had never seemed so loving before. This couldn't be
Jade. She was never this sweet to him and he felt wrong for enjoying it. The
last thing he wanted to do was take advantage of his drunk girlfriend. He knew
Jade would end the relationship if she felt that she was too drunk to consent
to sex. Beck respected Jade enough to know how important it was for her to give
permission to consummate. Still, it was hard not to enjoy the blissful state
that the alcohol had put her in.
"I'm so what?" she asked playfully as she grazed her teeth on his middle
finger.
"Heavy," he sang along with the lead singer of Halestorm, Lizzy Hale.
Beck immediately regretted that statement when Jade became silent. She stared
at him as she tightened her grip on her hand. He felt nervous when he watched
her take a deep breath. She slowly blew air on his hand. She bent her head
forward and licked the tip of his middle finger. She kept her eyes locked on
his as she took the finger into her mouth, sucking lightly as she took more of
him into her. As she sucked, the song changed to Halestorm's version of Heart's
1990 hit "All I Want To Do Is Make Love To You." The atmosphere in the RV
immediately become more sexual when Jade stopped her administrations, leaned
closer to his ear and whispered, "Fuck me."
"Not now," Beck said.
"All I want to do is make love to you," she sang. She repeated herself several
types as she rotated from sucking his earlobe to kissing underneath his ear.
While she was doing this, her hands were resting on top of his growing bulge.
"Jade, you're gonna be mad at me tomorrow," he said.
"So?" she continued as she slowly lowered herself. "I'm always mad at you."
She started unbuckling his belt as her head bobbed along with the music. She
unzipped her jeans and started rubbing him through his boxers. She sang along
with Lizzy Hale as she took his member out, watching it sprang free. She licked
the tip as she challenged him to stop her. She licked his shafted as she
started fondling her balls. She pulled his jeans and boxers off his legs, which
made Beck instinctively remove his shirt.
"Gawd you're hot," Jade said as she looked at his naked body.
Beck's mind was racing. He was going to get an earful from Jade once she
sobered up. Before they had broken up, she would tell him how much she hated
blowing him. From the lustful look in her eyes, it was hard to tell if she
would hate servicing him. A part of him was surprised how much he was moaning
as she rubbed his shaft. She was never this good before. He knew that she
didn't get any practice on guys after they broke up since she was with Tori.
Beck wondered was Jade planning on going down on him. That would explain why
Jade drank so much Patron. Maybe Jade wouldn't be upset with him if he gave
into his drunk girlfriend's demands for sex. Once the song changed tp "Get Off"
- a Halestorm original song, Beck decided that he wouldn't stop Jade from
showing her affection to him.
Beck looked down to see his beautiful girlfriend between his legs with his cock
in her hand. The RV was dimly lit from the blue light emitting from his RV's
radio. It was bright enough see Jade place her to tongue back onto his tip. He
felt her warm, slippery tongue lap up his pre-cum. He was enjoying the way Jade
looked as she tried to take in his whole member into her mouth. He could feel
the tightness of her throat hugging the tip of his head.
Jade pulled herself off of him and started kissing his thigh. She trailed her
lips up his thigh until she reached his balls. She licked the underside of his
right testicle, slowly taking it into her mouth. He groaned loudly as she slid
her hands up and down his shaft. He starting moaning even louder when she
started rubbing the sensitive spot on the front of his cock just underneath the
head.
"Jade," he moaned.
He could feel surges of intense passion all over his body. His orgasm was
building up when Jade started swirling her tongue around his head. She started
working her way down to his shaft, engulfing almost the entirety of his length.
Beck felt an amazing sense of pressure when her throat muscles started hugging
the tip of his cock.
"How did you ... oh gawd ... learn this?" he asked.
Jade didn't answer. She started pushing him deeper into her mouth before slowly
pulling back. Beck groaned as her tongue started pressing on a vein that
traveled up the length of his cock. He was surprised when she starting dipping
his member back into her mouth, pulling back a couple of inches before
engulfing him again. He felt like he was so close to exploding inside her
mouth.
"Gonna cum," he warned.
Jade continued sucking him until Beck couldn't hold it any longer. He grabbed
her head to hold her in place as he ejaculated into her mouth. Beck knew Jade
had to be really drunk if she was allowing him to have control over her. She
swallowed as thick white ropes flowed from his leaking member.
"Good girl," he said as he tightened the grip of his head. He waited until he
was limp to let go of her.
Jade immediately stood up and glared at him. He knew he went too far when he
forced her to swallow all his cum. Beck started feeling worried when she
suddenly straddled him, grabbed his head and stared into his eyes. Her silence
was scaring him as she leaned closer to him.
"Jade, I'm sor-" he stopped talking when she planted her mouth on his.
His eyes widened when he felt his cum drip into his mouth. The musty taste of
himself made him freeze when he realized that Jade didn't actually swallow as
much cum as he thought. He didn't like that Jade forced him to taste himself.
He realized that it was fair since he did the same to her. He stopped thinking
about his cum when Jade pushed him down, kissing him hard. He realized that she
was still fully clothed. He reached underneath her shirt and unclasped her bra.
He could feel himself become hard again. This caught her off guard and allowed
him to push his tongue into her mouth before she could stick her tongue into
his. Immediately, she started battling for dominance. Beck couldn't let her win
and started punishing her tongue for trying to bully his. He realized that Jade
was about to get her revenge when she lightly dug her nails into his shoulder.
As expected, she started roughly scratching him. He grabbed a fistful of hair,
wrapped it around his hand and gave it such a hard tug that made her gasped.
Beck was unsure of what Jade was going to do next when she sat up. She pulled
off her black t-shirt and threw it on the floor. She slid her unclasped bra off
her shoulder while she stood up to remove her black jeans. She reached down to
pick up the Patron and take another huge gulp. Beck knew she was going to have
a nasty hangover tomorrow. He wasn't going to ruin her buzz. She was having so
much fun and she seemed so not-Jade. He knew that she was going to regret
having drunk sex but he couldn't care about that right now. Lust had taken over
his brain and the last thing he wanted to think about was Jade yelling at him.
The goth stood before him wearing nothing but her black thong. He couldn't help
but stare at her breast. They had grown so much since the last time he saw
them. Her large tits made his cock harden even more. He missed her body and
missed how they use to spent so many nights fucking in his RV. Beck knew that
this time was going to be different. They were both older and more experienced.
Besides, Beck had promised Jade that he wasn't going to deny her of receiving
the rough sex she wanted.
"I miss you," he said.
"What do you miss?" she asked.
"Your body," he responded honestly, which surprised him. The Bourbon must have
given him the liquid courage to say exactly what was on his mind.
She twirled around for him and moved away from the bed until her back hit the
edge of the table that was attached to the wall. She sat on the table, spread
her legs and stared at Beck. She was challenging him and Beck was not backing
down. He jumped off the bed and walked over to her. He took the opportunity to
get a condom and put it on. He wasn't as hard as he was when Jade blew him but
he knew he would be soon.
He grabbed her face and started smashing his lips against her. She wrapped her
arms around him as he bit her lip. She moaned as he started biting down on her
lower lip harder, breaking the skin. He yanked her thong off and started
stroking her clit. She moaned as he grazed his fingers over her slit. He placed
his hands over her love hole before looking into her eyes. She wrapped her legs
around him. He grabbed her ass and picked her off his table. She held onto him
tightly as he carried her towards the nearby wall. Her head hit the back of the
wall as he continued to kiss her. He positioned his cock at his entrance as he
stared into his drunk girlfriend's eyes.
"Do you want me to-" he asked.
"FUCK ME DAMMIT!" she yelled.
He pushed his hands underneath Jade to grab her ass. He pushed himself inside
her while he pulled her forward on his cock. He began making deep strokes
inside her cunt, enjoying every inch as he pushed into her. He could feel her
pubic bone massage the underside of his cock as he moved in and out of her
tightness. He started pumping himself into her faster, making the goth moan
loudly. He could feel her tighten around his member. They both were breathing
heavily as their moans echoed throughout the RV. Beck struggled to hold her up
and fuck her at the same time.
"It feels so fucking good," she moaned.
Beck increased his pace and he started feeling the tension building up inside
his body. He struggled to pound into her as hard as she wanted. He had a hard
time holding her and fucking her at the same time. His arms quickly became
tired so he started carrying her back to his bed. He was still inside of her
and continued to fuck her. He held her arms down and ravaged her mouth. He
thrust deeper and deeper, as she wrapped her legs tighter around him to take in
more of his cock.
His mouth attached to her neck. At first, he kissed her soft flesh, sucking the
skin until she began moaning loudly. Then, he bit down hard enough for Jade to
gasp. He licked over to the spot he bit, making sure to leave a hickey. He knew
that Jade didn't own any turtlenecks or scarfs. There was going to be no way
she could hide the hickey. He moaned at the thought of seeing her at the Cow
Wow luau tomorrow night with a huge love spot on her neck for the world to see.
The idea of claiming Jade made Beck feel so empowered. He needed to show her
that he was in charge.
"Tell me what you want?" he asked. He knew that if Jade was sober, he wouldn't
have to ask.
"I want you to spank me," she said.
Beck couldn't resist giving the raven haired beauty what she wanted. His hands
were still sore from the last time he spanked her ass. He knew that Jade would
never go down on him again if he didn't give her what she wanted. Besides, if
Jade woke up angry at him for making her have drunken sex, at least she would
know that he gave her exactly what she would have wanted. He pulled out of her,
sat up and urged her to crawl on his lap. She clumsily made her way onto his
bare thigh, brushing against his erection. He grabbed her ass and started
gently stroking her cheeks. He wondered if she still felt sore from the rough
bare bottom spanking he gave her the day before. He knew that she was going to
be extra sensitive. He gently slapped the right cheek, eliciting a moan from
Jade. As he spanked her, he thought about how she told him how much she liked
it. She said it felt like an amazing stinging feeling which made all the
muscles in her pussy tense up as if she was about to cum.
"I'm not Tori," she reminded him.
Tori's name came up every single time he had spanked her. It was the best way
for Beck to know that she wanted to be hit harder.
"Get on your knees," he commanded and she obeyed. If Jade was sober, she
wouldn't need Beck to give her any directions."Push your ass up. Just like
that."
He started spanking her harder until her ass was bright red. He gently patted
as he tried to give her bottom a chance to stop stinging. Once the red color
started turning lighter, he resumed spanking her. Her wetness started dripping
onto his thigh. He placed a finger inside of her cunt and felt how wet she was.
He was planning to spank her until she reached an orgasm but she moved away
from him.
"I'm not Trina," she said.
Trina was the word that she used when things became to crazy for her. She told
Beck she never was with Trina or she never wanted her either. It just made
sense to use her name. Tori was code for not enough and Trina was code for too
much. Jade did tell him that "Beck" was code for just right.
Jade stood up, falling straight onto the floor. She took another gulp of the
Patron before she got on all fours. She started yelling at Beck something that
he didn't understand. Jade's could not articulate her words anymore. It had to
be from both the alcohol and the heavy panting.
He assumed that she wanted him to fuck her. He stood up and he positioned
himself between her legs. He leaned forward, pressing his tip against her clit,
and then he traced it down between her lips. She yelled something again that he
interpreted as something that meant stop teasing. He started rocking into her,
enjoying the way his balls slapped against her ass. Beck could hear Jade's
breaths became shorter as his cock started sliding in out with ease. She
shuddered when her orgasm overtook her. He grabbed her waist and buried himself
deep inside of her when he felt himself cumming.
The two collapsed onto the floor and allowed their orgasmic bliss to take over
them. Beck stood up to go to the bathroom in the back of RV. After he removed
and flushed the condom, he helped Jade get into bed. She rested her head
against his chest as he pulled the duvet over them. She fell asleep
immediately, which allowed Beck to enjoy the feeling of her body against hers.
As he fell asleep, he wondered if Jade was actually going to be angry at him.
He hoped that she would realize that the two had an amazing night together. Of
course, Beck couldn't get his wish.
As Beck sat in his usual seat in Sikowitz class, he regretted his decision to
sleep with Jade. He was yawning as he waited to hear round two of Jade's
argument. Last night, he had barely gotten any sleep. After the two had sex,
Jade woke him up at five in the morning. He had hoped a hangover would subdue
her wrath but it didn't. She was yelling hysterically, threatening to call the
cops on him for taking advantage of her. She punched him in his stomach before
getting dress and leaving his RV.
Beck felt that he had every right to ignore Jade as she walked into Sikowitz
classroom. He wished she would have stayed at home since he knew she had a
hangover. He didn't want to apologize to her for last night. She was so
persistent on having sex with him. Although Beck and Jade had been extremely
frisky with each over the past week, this was the first time they had sex since
they got back together. They should be acting loving to each other after
consummating their new relationship. Jade just had to ruin that. Maybe this was
a sign that they shouldn't stay together. Beck didn't want to think about
breaking up right now. The only thing he wanted to do was avoid Jade for the
rest of the day.
He kept his eyes on the back of Cat's hair when he felt Jade walk up to him. He
watched Cat talk to Tori when he felt Jade's presence next to him.
"Hey," she began.
"Hi," he said as he refused to look at her.
He noticed that both Cat and Tori had looked over at them. Tori was looking
mostly at him and Cat was looking at Jade. Beck avoided Tori's glance, knowing
that she was about to give him a look. He knew that she was going to tell him
that he deserved to date someone nice like Meredith. Although Tori wanted to
see him in a happy relationship, he knew that a part of Tori wanted Jade for
herself. Beck knew she would never admit it and he would never force her to. He
moved his gaze to Cat, the redhead was practically jumping out of her seat as
she waited for Jade to finish talking to him. He had overheard her telling Tori
that she was thinking about asking Robbie to the Cow Wow dance. Beck assumed
that Cat had wanted to talk to Jade about Robbie.
From the worried look on Tori's face, Beck knew that Jade was not happy that he
was ignoring her. Jade must have glared at Tori because both Tori and Cat
looked away at the same time. He was not going to give into Jade's anger. He
already had enough of her outburst this morning.
"You are wearing this to the cow wow," she finally said.
Beck knew that she was ready to make a scene. He glanced up at the Hawaiian
shirt and brown leather jacket she was holding in her hands. He recognized that
the outfit was an apology gift. The two didn't talk about what they would wear
to the cowboy luau. The only thing Jade said about it was that she wanted to
go. She must have felt guilty for yelling at him and went to the mall to buy
him a new outfit for the dance. He looked back at the jacket, noticing that it
was the jacket he had mentioned to her he wanted before they broke up. The
jacket was expensive since it was real leather. Beck never had the money to buy
it. He knew that Jade wouldn't have spent money on a real leather jacket just
for some dumb school dance. Beck wasn't going to accept an apology gift without
hearing some form of an apology first.
"Okay," he said. He knew he was taking too long to respond back and that was
starting to make her upset.
"What, you don't like it?" she asked. She sounded like she was genuinely
concerned.
"I said okay," he said as he tried to keep his voice down.
He liked the outfit she bought for him, especially the jacket. He knew that he
was wrong for not showing his appreciation for the gift. He decided he'll thank
her once she calmed down. He knew that the best way to keep her from blowing up
was by avoiding her eyes. He promised himself that he'll apologize for acting
like a shitty boyfriend later.
"You've barely even looked at it!" she yelled.
Beck realized that ignoring Jade wasn't the best way to prevent an argument.
She became frustrated and he could recognize the sadness in her voice. He knew
that she understood she was wrong for the way she reacted earlier. He turned
around to look at her. He was going to give her the opportunity to hear him
out.
"I just thought-" he started to say until she interrupted her. It was too late
to talk. He pissed her off and there was nothing he could say that would fix
that.
"This is the first social event in school we're going to since we got back
together!" she exclaimed.
He knew that he really messed up now. She was actually explaining herself to
him. She wanted him to understand why this was important to her. She didn't
have to say that she was worried about the relationship. He could tell that she
was starting to lose hope for them to work out. Beck wasn't sure what to say to
reassure her that they were going to be okay.
"Okay," he said out loud as he kept his mind on his thoughts.
"You wanna know what I'm gonna wear?!" she asked.
Beck didn't say anything. He didn't know what to say. His silence was
frustrating Jade even more. He kept his eyes on his hands, thinking about how
Jade had kissed them the night before. He wished that Jade could be that loving
and sweet right now. He desperately wanted to whip out his flask and pour some
rum into that foul mouth of hers.
"I'm gonna wear a Hawaiian skirt, a black western top, and a cowboy hat," she
explained.
"That sounds great," he said as he studied the veins in his hands.
He became nervous for a second when an uncomfortable silence filled the room.
He could feel Jade staring at him. He was worried what he was going to say
next.
"What's the matter with you?" she asked.
He was going to say something until Robbie came into the room and called Cat
over to him. She yelled "No" as she ran out of the room with Robbie chasing
after her. Beck was glad that Robbie was able to take some of the tension out
the room. He wasn't sure what he would do if he had to hear Jade say one more
thing to him. He watched from the corner of his eye as she plopped down onto
the chair and sunk into her seat. She quickly jolted up and groaned. Her butt
had to be sore from last night.
"What's wrong?" he asked, smirking.
"Shut up," she whispered as she attempted to sit back down in her chair. She
sighed and placed the outfit she bought Beck on the chair to use as a cushion.
She fidgetted in her seat, trying to find the most comfortable way to sit down.
"Sorry about yesterday," he said.
She glared at him for a second and sighed. She leaned back and closed her eyes
for a second.
"Get me a coffee," she demanded. "My head hurts."
He stood up, grabbing her hand to gently tug it.
"Come with me," he said.
"No."
"You'll feel better."
She groaned as she stood up from the chair. She grabbed the outfit she bought
for Beck as he led her out the room. Once they were in the hallway, he took a
second to study her. He noticed that she was wearing her hair over her
shoulders to cover the hickey he gave her last night. A smirk appeared on his
face when he imagined how Jade reacted when she noticed the mark on her neck.
"What?" she asked in her usual demanding tone.
He moved her hair away from her neck and pointed towards her hickey. Her hand
immediately covered the mark as her eyes widened and her scowl appeared on her
face. Her expression soften when Beck smiled.
"I bet you think this is funny," she said. "You're not the one with a raging
hangover, a sore ass, and a fuzzy memory of last night - which it unfair since
it is the first time we fucked since we got back together!"
"Jade, I was wrong for-" he started to say.
"Don't apologize like you didn't enjoy it," she said. "You owe me a do over."
"A do over?"
"Yes. Last night didn't count."
"Okay. When."
"Whenever this shitty feeling goes away."
Beck felt relieved that everything was going to be okay. He just needed to get
used to being in a relationship with her again. They were always going to have
their issues and Jade was going be her usual aggressive, melodramatic self.
Beck happily listened to Jade complain about the things she did remember from
last night as the two walked through the hall. As Jade talked, Beck realized
that he wouldn't want anything to change between them. Jade would always be her
and Beck would always remember the night that he slept was a happily drunk
Jade.
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